Sunday, February 24, 2013

Mariawald Surprise...




Light snow had covered the ground overnight as my friend Carolyn and I ventured out to capture the beauty of the blanketed white landscape. Before we began our journey we wanted to capture more pictures of Riley, the feisty young swan. We tiptoed out the back door and quietly walked around to the front of the building, only to find that Riley was already aware of our presence. God’s wiring of swans to detect potential predators was evident, and the predators that weekend were Carolyn and me. 

As we approached Riley in the early morning light, he seemed even more vigilant in the dimness, so much so that he flew out of the water and up to the fence, warning us to back off. After a few pictures we decided not to disturb him any longer. Moving away from him we journeyed onward and chatted about what God had been revealing to us in our intentional time with Him. We both felt so loved by our awesome Creator, and as we shared we found that He is running a theme uniquely for both of us. 
With a careful eye on the black ice, we began walking and talking, staying on the driveway because it was too warm to hold the blanket of snow. Every so often we stopped to take a few pictures that drew our attention--pathways and ponds, trees and tear drops on branches--all the while birds in the background made a joyous noise to the Lord.  My mind, however, was fixed on capturing a great picture of Riley.  I shared an idea with Carolyn that if we could open a window from inside the building, maybe, just maybe, we would be invisible to him from that vantage point. With chilled fingers, we ventured inside.  Carolyn moved swiftly to the windows that face Riley’s habitat. As she removed the screen and cranked open the window, I grew more and more excited about being able to capture him from a disclosed place.

After my camera was set, I saw something gray out of the corner of my eye. In my mind I couldn’t fathom that I was seeing what I was seeing. Could it be? Was it really one of my favorite birds? Like a little child, I began to pull on Carolyn’s sleeve and whispered, “Is that a heron????” “Where, where?” she asked. Within a few seconds of my description she saw him. Hearts racing with delight, still questioning the gift, we watched him intently. He was on the edge of the pond. Both Riley and Holly (the female swan) were directly in front of him with their full attention on his presence. They meandered back and forth, not straying far from this intruder.

As we kept our eyes fixed on this small heron and the swans, we waited with great anticipation to see what would happen next. Time seemed to stand still as we absorbed the scene. Then, quick as a flash, the heron dove into the water to “fish out” his breakfast! Riley protested by jabbing at him, but the heron was quick-witted enough to grab his breakfast and move swiftly back up to the edge of the pond.  Our eyes were stunned and our hearts were pleased to see that this uniquely created bird had escaped injury from the territorial swan and had his breakfast securely in his bill.
As we watched him gently step away from the edge of the pond we could see that he had captured a crappy to fill his belly. Carolyn and I whispered back and forth as we watched him slowly begin to devour it. We were both snapping pictures, but, for me, the hindrance of the fence kept me from getting the crisp pictures I desired. I went back and forth with the tension in my head of absorbing the experience and trying to capture it with my camera. Thankfully, I was able to do some of both without much difficulty; however, I only captured a few semi-crisp pictures. 


As the heron slowly devoured the fish by clamping down and turning it to swallow it whole, I mentioned to Carolyn that if she went outside maybe he would move forward. As soon as she walked out the door, down the pipe the fish went and the young heron turned and began to lift off. Amazed by his wing span, much broader than I anticipated for a young heron, we watched him fly away. Carolyn saw that he headed toward the pond above us. In her graciousness she took care of getting the window secured and we packed up and headed outside again to see if we might be able to spot him once more.
Riley immediately spotted us venturing past his kingdom, but we didn’t stop this time and get him riled up. We were hoping to spot the young heron again, but to no avail. As we approached the second pond we could not find him. What we did enjoy were the geese that were floating on the pond near the snow- covered bank, as well as the beauty of the reflection of snow-covered trees as they mirrored themselves perfectly.
As I think about this grand experience my heart is thrilled with the gift that God has given me over and over again to see herons in some much unexpected places. 

What unexpected surprises have you had in recent weeks? Are there any similarities to these events? If so, consider spending some time in silence and pay attention to what God brings to mind about these surprises.

How do you respond to times of tension? What might God be asking of you when you find you are in that place?

Monday, January 14, 2013

Wonder and Photography

 Wikipedia states:wonder is an emotion comparable to surprise that people feel when perceiving something rare or unexpected.

For me as a child I used my imagination a lot.  While pretending, I created in my imagination, surprise in everything-parties, new houses, new clothes, all kinds of things. I realize now in my little mind I created wonder.  Now all these years later...40 plus years...wonder in a childlike sense has begun again but very differently. It is God stirred....

About 4 years ago I began writing a blog.  Many times I would write a reflection on something God was doing in my life.  At that same time I began walking, listening to praise and worship as wonder stirred in my heart of our precious Creator.  Slowly I began noticing things around me in a way that I hadn't before.  I would be amazed at the wonder of the sunrise, at the wonder of the clouds, at the birds, at the smells, at the noises, all kinds of details that I hadn't noticed before:the depth of colors in the clouds, the rapidness of the sunrise and how quickly the sky would change...the sounds of nature that were always in the background and now in the forefront of my senses...how many birds there are and each one having their own uniqueness and the delight that God would stir in my heart when I saw and heard in my heart, "I created this one too." Wonder stirs in my heart when I begin to notice things I hadn't paid attention to before.

My daughter said to me recently, "Being present is noticing all the fine details and is the epitome of being alive." This is part of wonder as well.  So you may be wondering, how does all of this fit into photography?

At some point along the way I thought, "I wish I could capture what I see on my walks for others, I am trying to do that by writing but what about capturing it visually?" I had some friends who are great photographers so I began asking many many questions.  For the past year I have been diving rapidly into learning the many aspects of photography-I certainly have a long way to go, but I am enjoying all that God has in it for me and that I am able to share his wonder with others.

"You live in a world of theophanies, holiness comes wrapped in the ordinary.  There are burning bushes all around you.  Every tree is full of angels.  Hidden beauty is waiting in every crumb. Life wants to lead you from crumbs to angels, but this can happen only if you are willing to unwrap the ordinary by staying with it long enough to harvest its treasure." Macrina Wiederkehr

Seeing holiness in the ordinary is part of wonder, there are rare and unexpected things that I had never noticed before. So I encourage you to look for holiness in the ordinary.  I pray you will be astonished with wonder in what you see...